My Micro Teaching Today...

This morning i dressed up exactly like a professional teacher, and took my laptop, bag and photocopied worksheets, went to the lecture hall confidently.

My turn was No.3, When i was waiting for my turn, the heart beat of mine was getting faster. However, i told myself that i will be ok. Good, the time has finally come for me to show my ability and confidence.

Well, as usual, i went all out to present and i thought i was alright. By the end of the lesson, when i saw the lecturer's sour face, i was a bit shocked and stunt for a while. This has disrupted the flow of my presentation and i started to startle a bit.

Anyway, i managed to perform steadily. Lecturer gave some comments and i found that i need to work harder on my pronunciation. YES, i am far from perfect. But, i believe, If i cant do something well, i wanna do it. If i wanna do it, then i can undoubtedly do it well.

This is a philosphy in life. Besides, this evening i just discovered that the school that i will be going to teach in Malacca is actually the NO.3 School in Malaysia. OH MY GOD.... Those people are so great!!!!!!!!!

Despite the circumstances, i will also go all out to show them that my proficiency is a few steps better than them.. Lol Everyone, pls pray for me...Amitofo:-)

I WAS SAD for a moment today...

i was sad for a moment this morning when i saw that the 16-yr-old girl was kidnapped, strangled and burnt to death. This incident took place in Kulai, JOHOR.

This girl was kidnapped when she walked out from one of the shopping complexs in Kulai after working. Then she was kidnapped by some boys age between 16-22 yr old. Wow... What a crazy society!

Our society is sick! there are so many fucking animals out there who never do good things but bullshit and bloody stuff... There are worms and no better than pigs... Those goddamn people are worse than anything in this world, even ghosts are better than them.

Why did they kidnap the girl? Why did they want to kill the girl? Why didn't they spare the girl's life? As what i know from the newspaper is that, one of the culprits is the girl's friend. Oh my god! A mi To Fo... Amen.. Ya Allah...
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Anything can happen in this world and it can be happened to anyone. This girl is only 16-yr-old. i have some tuition students and there are around this age! I pray that nothing bad will happen to them.

Besides, i wish that the kidnappers would put into jail and be punished. I also pray that the poor girl would rest in peace in her new world. Namotasa Bagawato Arahato Samma Samputasa!

Half Day K.L Trip:-)

Yesterday, right after Dr. Jaya class. I went to take KTM from serdang station and my destination was of course Pudu Plaza which i have never been there before. And i dont have any idea where it is situated.

Along the way from Ktm To Lrt was funny to me because i dont really sure the train that i took would bring me to the correct destination or not...lol I am always quite stupid in terms of directions. Haha, when i was on LRT, i kept asking myself "hey, am i taking the right train?".. of course, i was scared lah..

i was quite tired that time and i could not close my eyes as i needed to force my duku eyes stayed widely open in order for me to look through the window and saw the names of the places where the train stopped.

Luckily, i managed to get to the correct destination. I was happy:-) But, now the problem came. Where the hell is pudu plaza? i dont fucking know... I only knew it was somewhere around Times square. After that, i went to a taxi driver and told him bout my destination, at first he said RM20 to get there.

In my heart, i said "Fuck you, so expensive". however, i smiled at him and said "it is too expensive". when i was just few steps walking away the driver suddenly said "RM15 lah". Well, on my mind i said "Fuck you". Again, i smiled at him and said i would walk there, thank you.

So, i decided to walk and explore K.L on my own. You know what, the weather is damn hot like a burning hell. I walked for two minutes and what happended was i started to sweat heavily. No choice, i turned to a taxi driver and forutunately he said RM12. I said OK immediately.

 Oh my, it is really quite far to walk to pudu plaza from the bus station. When i straight away went to my destination "Zhen Fo Hang", a shop where sells Thailand Amulet "Fo Pai". i was shocked at first as there were around 8 Fo Pai shops there.

Well, after some negotiation with the lady boss, i bought two stuff " One Fo pai and one CD". The Fo pai is for Da jie's car. i was happy cos i could see so many Fo pais there but the prices were more expensive if compared with Batu-Pahat.

I love collecting Fo Pai and i really believe that the gods would protect me from harm and at the same time provide me with power in whatever i do. I also hope that each and every of my student would put onFo pai so that they will free from harm by.....black or dark things!!

After buying the Fo Pai, i walked to Times Square and i went to Borders to read my favourite books. Then, i walked back to the Kota Raya and it took me over 15 minutes luckily the weather that time was alright as it was already 630pm. Well, it was a tiring but great Day!!

God God God.....

Help... My comp cant access the net... i feel like i am a monk right now!!

 Lol... Anyway, this has not stopped me from posting my blog. My Form4 students are cute, funny and UNPREDICTABLE... Those pretty girls are just like weather.... always changing and there are uncertainties....

They would sometimes pay attention to me but sometimes dont even though i asked them to shut up!! Useless means useless!! What to do? I am not sure... Anyway, there are just cute. I just pray that they would learn knowledge from my class and gain life experiences and motivation...

 I heard that Angel and Kai Qiu (Children English Conversation) probably cant pass or would hopefully just pass in their English paper in upsr! Anyway, i dont think they deserve the mere passing grade as i know that their standard is far from PASS!!

 However, i wish that the lucky gifts that i gave them would really bring luck for them:-) The country situation these days are worrying!! The person who deserved to be put into jail didn get any severe punishment whereas the Journalist who carried out her duty had been caught.

Malaysia nowadays is going downwards... i cant see any democratic in our country!! Only Autocratic being manipulated by our so called politicians... Well, this is our society! hey, come on... STOP THE RACIAL ISSUES..!!!! WAKE UP POLITICIANS....WE WANT PEACE AND HARMONY...

As a teacher, i hope that malaysians (Malays, Chinese, Indians, Iban, Kadazan, Melanau or others) would really unite as one, in order to build and prosper our beloved Country "Malaysia".

10/ 9/ 08 - Wednesday....Mixed feelings

i have mixed feelings today, i hardly woke up this morning cos i didnt have good sleep like what i have always been experiencing this kind of bullshit problem. i went to pentadbiran, i got to pay RM30 just for 3 pieces of paper.

 Upm stands for UNIVERSITY PUNGUT MONEY!! What the fuck... RM30 for me is a big sum of money expecially i am broke recently... well, i got no choice but to surrender to the bloody system of upm.

Besides, i chose the school (SMK TUN PERAK) in jasin, the sch where i will be teaching next year after ferbruary. well, it is a sekolah agama. lol

Anyway, i got no choice but to choose it, dont ask me why!! It is a long story and hard to explain in words. by the way, i am quite happy also lah, cos i got the sch edi. How time flies, my days in upm left few months, going to end soon!! LIFE GOES ON, well... Ganbate Kundasai!!

Saturday, 6/9/08

saturday is normally the busiest day for me as i have to teach one karate class and 3 tuition classes. i am working from 10am till 730pm, non stop!

Well, anyway, although it is tiring,i enjoy my job as an educator. This morning, one of my karate studetns asksed me "Ei sensei, why not the other sensei would have gone for the speech? Why would you be the one to give the speech?" During June this month, i was in charge of a karate tournament alongside with ministry of youth and sports. I was the person in charge of it, then my sensei asked me to give a talk during the closing ceremony of the tournament.

 i was stunned by what my student said just now. Well, perhaps, she thinks that i cant fit to give the talk where there is other better people who can do it. Maybe, she thinks that i am not eligible enough to do so. After a few minutes, then i told the whole class that not everyone will have the chance to do public speaking in front of so many people. only those who are capable can be called.

Whatever it is, i do not bear this on mind. Today, i gave two gifts to Angel and Kai Qiu who are going to sit for upsr next week. i am not sure whether they like it or not, but, anyway, i hope that they will get good results in their examinations.

 Em, pau ek and cindy asked about their kfc just now as i promised to treat them to kfc if they scored more than 80% in their english. Well, i am very happy that they got more than 80%. i have been thinking of treating them to enjoy the meal but i have been short of money recently.

Well, i lost two form 5 students this month and two form 1 students this month too. that means my salary will reduce RM160...this is big money for me as i need to take care of my daily expenses, bus fares, taxi fares, eat, drink, photocopy, petrol...so on and so forth.

Wow.... I dont know how to say lah.... I am indeed quite poor recently!! But i will never say die to my fate...i will work harder. maybe i am not a good teacher that is why i lost 4 students this month.

Anyway, i will try to be a good teacher as i am always trying to be! However, if i have some money left next week, i will buy Ferrero Rocher for these two cute and clever students!!

 Besides, Ferlin and happy plus did quite good for their vocabulary tests. Ferlin got 84.5 and Happy plus got 80%. They really studied hard for it. Congrats them! Next week is form5 students' pre spm exam. I do hope that they can get resutls:-)

5th Sept 08

It is a busy but meaningful day for me today. i have two classes in UPM from 8am till 11am. it was so hard for me to wake up this morning. And y0u know what, i was late to class. lol

 The moment i opened the door, our lecturer cik pah said" Well, you made it" haha...luckily she didnt scold me. this morning during the class, after my group has presented our lesson plan, some coursemates gave comments.

Well, they did not agree with my points and i didnt really agree with theirs too. Anyway, i was a bit angry and i raised my voice when i defended my stand. However, forget about it. By the time i reached yong peng, it was already 315pm. I went back, changed my shirt then went to tuition centre.

Today we did about writing" the hero in my life". lol my students only finished the esssy at 820pm although they started to writee at 5pm. haha...!! Anyway, they have done it, i hope they really could learn something from my class.

Well, you know, i am quite happy today as my form4 studetns came to class earlier. Although we still started the class at 7pm something, i could see the imporvement. i do hope that they will remember to come to class in time.

In short, i am tired but it is good to see my students to grow. So, it is worth my sacrifice:-)lol

Thursday, 4th Sept 08, 2nd Journal...

Hi, it is a good day for me because the weather is very nice...i can say today is a rainy day. Today was the first micro teaching session for cik pah class. Next week will be my turn and i believe i can do a good job.

Some of my coursemates went out to teach this morning. Well, some of them are good but some are normal. As a teacher, the voice projection is very important, intonation and also the body language are important too. By the way, i hope some of my coursemates will really work on that.

 Sadly, i have two classes tomorrow morning, 8-10 and 10-11..Sigh, then i can only go back to Yong peng to give tuition. I wanted to give two classes for my form 5 students tomorrow. But very sad to say that i cant make it becasue by the time i reach Yong peng, it is already 4pm something.. So, no choice, hopefully, i can see them from 5pm-7pm.

On the other hand, today i watched a movie in class. it was about the love between a couple and the love between teacher and students. Wow...i was so touched... you know what, most of my coursemates are girls, ladies or women..you know lah, when they were watching movie, whenever there was touching scene, they would shout, scream or whatsoever... oh my, my god..

i would really get heart ATTACK. lol Anyway, i can go back tomorrow edi..can see my karate and tuition students...happy now... IN short, Fight or fright! I choose to FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!!

Wednesday, 3rd Sept 08, My First Journal

i always stress that teacher must set good example for students. Well, i am going to do that to prove to my students that i not only talk, but i walk my talk. First of all, i asked my form 5 studetns to start writing journals everyday untill they finish their SPM english papers.

Am i too ambitious? Am i asking too much? Well, although i know that they are not used to writing journals especially writing in English Language, but i totally believe in their abilities. I really believe in them as i believe that they will do their best or go all out to achieve what they want to score in this exam.

If i dont ask my students to start writing journals, i am afraid that they will not be able to better their writing and thinking skills. I would like them to equip themselves before they start the war in this November and December. I hope they will succeed!

Besides, i would like to talk about what happened to me today. Life will be bullshit if i fall sick, yes, i am sick, i got flu and sore throat. Damn it!! God damn it!! But, anyway, it is getting better as i drank a bottle of 100 plus 1.5 litre. lol

 On the other hand, i still cannot make up my mind about the topic for my research paper. haha... I will try my best to figure it out as soon as possible. Check it out then! I chatted with snow and good tree today too, wow...first time i typed chinese using msn...It was kansai as i was not familiar with the chinese words...

But, i hope my words would touch snow and good tree, and influenced them to better persons. I really hope that all of my students will be great people next time. All in all, I love myself and i love all of them so much! Long live, Everyone!!